Chivalrous Villainous

Let the words become poison.

Fire.

I’m down and you don’t care about it.
In the end it’s all about the “I” in me.
Forget about the “we” because traveling back
To past cases to resolve situations
Of former stories of heartbreaks
Are a little more important then the here and now
Can you hear me now?
Drop me like I’m Derek Fisher,
But I’ll come swinging back like I’m okay, see.
Thunder is the sound but lighting is how bright I’ll be.
If you don’t get it, you don’t get it.
“Why is he so caught up when I told him that I need to respect to someone else’s feelings?”
Because in order to achieve your own moral philosophy
You had to drop me like stack and break me off like a line of Tetris
Out of the blue
Like we were Troy and Abed so, “Cool. Cool. Cool.”
But I’m feeling more Childish because “you’re the reason that I’m an asshole”
Who drops their friends first to be with an X-Man.
There’s a reason why there are X’s and I’m not talking about buried treasure.
Unless the past is all you want to rediscover.
I’m a fucking jerk and everybody knows it.
They’re just too nice to tell me.
Fuck it.
I’ll be the one to expose it.
One.

Okay. 5/19/12

I sit and tell you, “I’m okay”
I’m no way in the zone of being just “okay”.
My heart is heavy and my hands can’t lift it.
And I don’t have the need to get lifted.
My thoughts are honest and, man, I feel like shit, kid.
I smile to keep from any further questions.
So I live on a house of lies and Kristen Bell isn’t there to be so fine.
So I’m…
Going through the motions,
Killing thoughts and dreams because the realist in me,
Is tired of words that coast a nice idea that won’t be,
Ever will see,
I’m too old to float on maybes.

That’s the motto but it’s not though…

That’s the motto but it’s not though…

Swift 4/6/12

I like to be clever with the wordplay
What you see might not be
But then again it could be
Should be
Would we be a set to match?

Love,
To meld words feels so fresh to me,
The only part of my life where I can feel free,
To be the person who can express and focus all my energy,
And to let you know you help
Put that breath deep into my lungs
Drown off the ecstasy
High and I don’t give a fuck of what is in front of me.
Love.

Low on spirits, empty on hearts.

Behind the smile,
my heart is at a cool
low-cal flavored drink.
Meaning this baby is idle at zero.
I could dump my face in some white girl,
Tony Montana.
But what good would that moment do,
explode the essence of how to feel empty?
I walk around like a husk of what use to live inside of me.
As I gasp for the flavor of air I’ve been in search of.

She wasn’t doing any better.
Her heart was full because it never ran on empty
Spirits however hit all time lows
The forecast reminded us of the days before hand
High like a wave but it comes to a crash sometime.
Never when we expect it.
That liver shot that connect with a direct hit.
Sink the battleship.
Sit and drink but the spirits are low.

Two bum cats
On different plains
Hurt is different
Mutual mind frames
Had not spoken in minutes
But in this life it spans eternities
Made it feel crazy that distance in relationship to each other wasn’t far
Distance in connection had gone from high-speed
to dial-up.

I feel like I push onto the edge of life,
On borrowed time,
I want to make the time,
To spend it right,
Next to the brightest light before I never see her again.
Eyes closed.
Into the maze of dreams.
A wish never hurts.
Especially if they come true.

Sincerely yours.

Swag.

Swag.


“This old thing?”

“This old thing?”


“Bitch, behave. I might just let you meet Ye”

“Bitch, behave. I might just let you meet Ye”

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